love or community

stop!
shame on you!
the world changes!
the people and the way they think changes.
but remember, perceptions never die.
are you sure?
are you really really sure?
that youre just waiting for the love of a stranger?
that you barely even know.
let the feeling go!
slowly, just let it be!
or you will be accepting assumptions,
from people of this row.

/written early 2013

on your mark, get set, go!

salam

well this is my first entry, how can i make it anymore obvious. ive been waiting to write for so long and i finally have the time since i just finished my spm. let the pengangguran begin! there are so many things i have in mind and i will always vomit it here. no no that didnt sound right, 'i will always spit it here'. did i make it better? lol. 

a few nights ago, not really night it was around 4-5am. couldnt sleep and i thought lets go on Omegle.com and crap along with strangers. if u dont know what it is then be carefull, hahaha. so one of the chats i had, which was the longest dengan this pakistani guy. common intros 'asl'. i told the truth except for my name. but this guy he said he was from australia and a chritian. h said he was heartbroken and drunk and wanted to end his life, he lost faith in god. im like 'no no dudeeeeee, theres more in life you havent seen' and i started to bebel and ceramah him. he actually loved talking to me and said im a friend. well he didnt call my name he called me 'friend' all the way. but towards the end he told the truth. he said hes from pakistan and a muslim. i didnt really understand the part of lying abt his religion. he explained and said that english ppl and christians are cool. i dont understand, i just dont, how can a person be so god damn narrow and so insecure abt being judged? if every single muslim think that way, i cant see where our religions going. im not a good muslim myself but atleast im proud to be one. 

just be yourself.