1 Like = 1 Unpopular Opinion

 Hye guys, so there was this social game on Twitter that gives you  a chance to speak your opinions based on the likes you get. Somehow, I recieved a few likes on that tweet so I'm going to list it down here and maybe add up on some parts because yknow.. Twitter only allows you to type up to 140 characters. I'm free to crap as much as I want here so here is the list! (Some are really random and lame so let's just go with it okay)

1. A hopeless romantic is not a psychopath, even if they tend to do crazy shit but they do it because they love the idea of it. The love the idea of how love is spread, how it sparks, how it has the power to break you, how it keeps you up at night smiling.

2. 2. If you are already in university and you ditch your friend because you think "she's too loud" or "I never really liked her all the time we've been friends" please go back to highschool. Talking bad about her and ditching her for those small reasons are pretty immature. Talk to each other personally instead for the good of both of you.

3. Sejak kecik I rasa mixed veggies are disgusting. But I am grateful there's food for me so I still eat them eventhough they seriously taste like peti ais.

4. Cursing is fine but if you curse all the time using obnoxious words that makes people uncomfortable, you really need to clean your soul.

5. Everyone has to have savings no matter how broke you are. I am dead serious even 20 cents a day you have to. You never know how/when it could help you. Like for me, when I get my pocket money the first thing I would do is put them in seperate places. This will let you spend a little lesser because you don'tsee the money.

6. Everyone can write cause we all speak but not everyone can paint. Idu how famous ppl get compliments for mixing paint & water on a paper. Trust me it's not even a water colour painting.

7. The best hairstyle for every girl is shoulder length with bangs. Every.

8. It's so in appropriate for girls to take photos with their tongues sticking out. Seriously it is kind of sexual and annoying. But I do it too, sorry im annoying.

9. Crocs are not bad and especially yellow ones they're cool af. Especially when Safiyyah wears them.

10. If you are pretty and you care too much about your looks but you are still a top scorer in your studies but you can't handle life with common sense, you are umm.. still a bimbo.

11. If you travel to nice places/new cities/scenic places, DON'T JUST TAKE A PHOTO WITH A WALL. Unless the wall has awesome stuffs on it. Take photos of the city, the scenery and everything you will never get to see again. You wouldn't care about what shirt you wear or how cute you were when you look back at your travelling photos.

12. People who brag about the stuffs they do/did/doing against their religion, literally brag hm jangan la pls... the only word is stupid. I get that everyone makes mistakes, but if you are proud of yourself for being such a 'rebel' to God then I pray the best for you.

13. Giving compliments doesn't make you a fake person if you don't like the person. Saying nice things to ppl don't mean you like them. It says that you are not an emotional person, it shows that you can still stand on your interests even if someone you really dislike likes it as well. The World is not yours and we don't live forever, say nice things.

14. Whatever happens, no matter how shitty your life is, be grateful if you have your family. Even if they don't show you love, some people don't have what you have.

15. Family stays forever, friends don't. If they do then they're family.

16. Speaking good English with amazing sentence structures does not make you smarter than another. Unless you're in a debate yes omg make sure you kill your opp with cray vocabulary woohooo

17. Everyone should follow @AngstAnguish because it's baby blue in colour like WHO DOESN'T LIKE BLUE. Angst & Anguish Literatures is an English writers collective that mostly prints zines on poetry and shorties.

18. Rezeki comes in many ways. Some ppl get 2 cars and a house w/o a marriage. Some marries at a young age. Some dapat belajar sampai Phd, some dapat all of it but still tak happy. God is fair.

19. I don't care what kind of person you are but if you don't drink water you better start to do so. Drink whatever you want but make sure you drink water, it is very very important.

20. Cara Delevinge tak cantik to me tapi dia sassy so fyeah (meh she's overrated)

21. A school environment do make a difference in a persons life. However, it's not the only factor for you to fail/succeed. It's just 35%. I've been to a private school, International school, government school, tahfiz and boarding school. They all have their pros and cons.

22. 'Love' is an idea that comes from the mind. But if you're lucky, you will feel it in your heart.

23. The more you know someone the less you trust them. The more you know someone the more you trust them.The more you know someone the less you trust them.

24. Every good relationship must be based on friendship. Doesn't matter if it's a family relationship, relationship in between two lovers.

25. The best candy inventions are gummies. All kinds

26. People who over fantasize and obsesses over another person or celebrity who doesn't even know their existence are the real psychos. Meroyan nangis bagai omg so weird.....

27. This opinion was from my dad and I believe in it too. "Taknak pergi sekolah takpe, tak bodoh pun. Asalkan ada ilmu and nakkan ilmu". He said this phrase everytime we dah sampai depan sekolah and I decided to not go to school. He would drive away to get breakfast. His wise words are something I shall always miss.

FORGEITAN DURU

You came into my life

For you to leave me alone and enter hers

As if I'm just a small room in between two bigger rooms

And you will keep coming back

When you need to go back to where you came from

Sometimes you'll even bring her along to your place through me

And do you not know that the doors are not sound proof?

Do you not know it's painful to see?

So I'm just an access for you to get to her?

It's sickening how I'm stuck in between

Without getting the chance to go anywhere

But stuck in the middle of you and her

I’m head over heels for a man whore

Who only treats me as a door

Screw you, barren wanker.

Bonne Nuit

Goodnight
To the voices which became
The berceuse that sent me to sleep

Goodnight
To the voices which whispered
Agony that kept me awake

Goodnight
To the dried up scars on my thighs
That painted my limbs like an abstract

Goodnight
To my two drained pools of lies
That witnessed artifices and fakery

Goodnight
To my broken heart that cracked
In the midst of amity and lust

Goodnight
To my dreams and goals that will
Be buried morrow.

Jade

I kept telling myself I need to get off of reality when scrolling Twitter was all I did

Seeing your name again and again made me believed in fate

I guess you're that kind of guy who knows well on how to choose your date

No, this feeling inside of me is not even close to hate 

That night we last spoke, you're probably living off with the words I last said

Or maybe all this time you had always fancied bimbos with the name Kate?

Now I lie myself down almost all the time of the day in bed

Wondering if she was the one who was fast or I'm the girl who had always been late

Either way, I hope you treat her as precious as Jade

Because if I was the chosen one, that is how I would have treated you babe

And love, would always be the only thing we had made.

Impotent Raft

The river ends somewhere
Whether it is stopped by a random wall of a building
Or it could combine with the sea water somehow at some point
Or even at a dried up end of land
However boy, it is not me who has the power to decide on where the stream flows
Either there's a split path anywhere
How fast it moves
What kind of things that flows with it
It is not me, it is you
I am just a little lost raft going with the flow
If it is my fate that I have to be stuck somewhere
Then it is fine
I am just going with the flow, your flow
You are the river
You have the power.

Hey Old Love

Hi dude, how has life been treating you so far?

It may seem fine since I cant see your scars,

If I tell you my crappy problems would you read?

Cause I'm so done with everyone, I thought you're the person i need.

I'm not here to flirt, your attention is never something i seek,

I just thought you're mature enough,

To help me figure out this phase I'm facing, its really tough.

If you cant its okay 

I wish for you to have a blissful day everyday.

27/1/2015

Past Midnight Thoughts #6

What you have in front of you are always covered up by the things you don't have. And this would always lead to being ungrateful. The times I will be grateful are the times I'm lying down on the ground, the times I see what I have is when I failed to reach the things I don't have. And the analogy goes on. You may be brokem from ex lovers but atleast you have your mom to talk to when you're sad. I may be broken from stupid friendship break ups but I have the ability to write and paint. You see, God is fair. The times I sit on my room floor crying for hours hugging my knees wishing mom would open the door and come to me to give a hug, is the time I know God is calling me to ask from him to lessen my burden. So, thank you my Lord for you have never neglected me even for a second. Even if I have forgotten you for weeks and months.

How To Keep A Friend

I have been screwing up all the good friendship I have so I think I should make a list for myself and update it from time to time so I get to learn from my past mistakes. Indeed, all I'm saying under here is the things I failed to do.

1. When your friend needs someone to talk to, listen. Focus on their words and nothing else no matter what situation you're in. You have no idea what they are going through and how much in pain they could be. Just be there and listen, respond only to not make it awkward but don't go and lecture her if you think its wrong. You can try constructive opinion if what they're doing is not right. Don't go and put more shit upon them and make them suffer more by your words that will only make it harder for them. You are their friend, don't add up the weight on their shoulders.

2. When your friend is sick, and they find you. Take good care of them. It means they don't know who else to find. Sick people are way more sensitive so treat them well. Push away your selfishness, but I hope your friend is quite understanding as well if youre a busy person. But nonetheless, just make sure you don't make them worried about little things because that's what make their sickness worst. This applies to any sick person, not just a friend. Do the things that would only please them. Yes, it means you have to be freaking careful in every single thing you do and watch every move.

3. If they come to you with a mountain of problems and you don't know how to solve it, read. If you can't find any solution that you could help out, again just listen and say the best thing you can to comfort them. Dont freaking go all over the place, to everyone to ask for opinions because you will somehow tell those people your friends problem which I don't think she is comfortable with. They trusts you, don't go and spread her shit to the World. It's not right, don't ask opinions. I mean like you can on certain things and if they allow you to do so, but it's better if you just give your own personal opinion rather than other peoples. If they wanted another person's opinion, they will get it themselves. Don't make yourself feel obliged to freaking solve the problem as if it's mathematics because at the end of the day the decision make is your friend and not you.

4. Don't hang out with the opposition (the person who your friend is obviously not okay with). DONT. WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK IT WOULD DO? You can ask a question or two but not to the extent of being friends and trying to be on both sides at the same time. You are a human being, be the better friend for you friend. You can try and tell them what you think if you feel like the opposite side is the right side but don't go to the other party as if you're betraying you friend. Yes, obviously that's the same as betraying. Don't be stupid. Be there for your friend, not the opposite side. You'll lose everything if you do that. Especially trust.

Past Midnight Thoughts #again

Life is too short to not do crazy stuffs. I have always loved instant decisions. Another reason why I do last minute works, because like you either get it or lose it for the rest of your life. I hate having to think of something for a long time. I hate having something on my mind for too long without it being out. Okay... now I'm over thinking on overthinking. lol. My point is, instant decisions could either make you or break you. And it could change your life a lot in both ways. You might as well regret for not thinking on a decision properly. Well, it depends on situation too.

I made myself happy today, and think I made another 2 friends happy too.

babi lautan

Kurang pada logik
Jika matematik disamakan dengan politik
Kau makan fizik tapi aku makan kritik
Di darat cabarannya ahli genius saikik
Di laut anjing perasuah mistik
Asal yang ditelan engkau masih nasi
Berhentilah berbunyi
Jika mahu ikut yang kiri teruskanlah berbisik
Kanan kata gunakan akalmu yang cerdik.

Long Forgotten Pretty Boy

Hey pretty boy with that sexy jawline
I haven't seen you for a year now
Suddenly came to my mind whether you are fine
It’s been a while since I have thought about you
I guess this is "hye boy, how's your cool?"
Heard your life has been great as ever
I hope your past no longer become your fear
Bet you smile the most when you think of her
Eventhough the idea of her has now become a blur
Life has got it's high and lows
And I know that you're smart so you know
Keep that motivation strong in you
Forget the things that are not true
My last words are probably take care
May you have a better life ahead
May you never have to shed a tear
over the things God put you through that you think you cant bear.

Past Midnight Thoughts #4

Maybe the reason why I don't deserve you is because you have always had my back. You were always there to tell how much I'm worth of a person. You will always highlight to me the good things over the bad ones when I thought I failed. You would always remind me how smart and unique I am. I just realised how much love can do to us. It kept me going, eventhough I never knew it was something. You had never made fun of the things I did, all you see in those brainchilds of mine are the future. All you had was patience and all I had was selfishness. Boy, that was why I wanted you to leave me so badly. You're power but I am toxic. We can never work. When you become fire, I didn't try to put you off. Leaving a fire to burn is as bad as adding petroleum. You worked for yourself, you worked. Everytime it was you, never me. Today, I miss those supportive words you would always give me but I have to face the fact that I was the one who told you to go. Now somebody else is getting all those things I miss, maybe you are giving her more. But it is okay, because she deserves all those things. Unlike me.

Change Is Not Always Good

I used to be a girl who's carefree, because no one was worried about me. I used to trust everyone a lot. I used to tell the World and express myself in every kind of way I could. I used to believe that the harm that the World could offer, wouldn't get to me. I believed that bad people are actually nice people and we have no rights to say that a bad person is trully bad. The World wasn't a cruel place to me and everything happens for a reason. But lately, I've reached up to the point where I don't really want to talk much. Not that I'm quiet, I mean like, I only talk on a basis of just talking and not giving information. I'm starting to hate explaning myself, I'm starting to get tired of people ignoring my efforts to express myself, I'm annoyed by the fact that I'm annoying people. Lately I've been keeping things to myself and it is hard. It makes my family worried that's for sure. I don't tell them about my feelings, about the arguments/fights I get myself into anymore or idk, how my day went. And it's becoming a habit, a bad one I guess. Now that I'm used to it, I keep forgetting to tell my family about where I am or who I'm with or stuffs like that. Like I said, I'm tired of explaning myself. And they're starting to not understand me anymore, I think they are losing trust in me because they feel like I'm doing things that I don't tell. When really, I didn't do anything. They feel like I'm going out with bad people because sometimes I slip out the bad things I just figured out (drugs etc) and they think I revolve around those things. How do I show them that I still the same kiddo they knew? I hate losing my loved one's trusts. It makes me feel like I'm no longer safe to be out there. It makes me feel like i should just stay at home. It makes me feel like I know nothing of the World. It makes me feel like my opinions don't matter. For example, I know a certain thing and I'm sure I've done it quite a few times, but with people around me that keeps doubting what I can say or do, it makes me feel like its better if I don't say a thing. But boy, it always gets me in trouble. Like that one time, I became a shot gun and i knew the road but I have people around me who thinks I don't, so I just kept quiet and let the driver decide instead and we ended up on the wrong road and had to go back to the road that i was very familiar of. Do you get me? I'm too scared of being a dissapointment that I don't trust myself anymore.