Muddles

Hurting you was never my intention
But
There has been too many interventions
Im lost
Theres too much to question
I will always end up at night
Staring at crescents

People come and go
Repeatedly,
Havent i told you so?
My trust has been smashed
More than anyone knew it has

Youre a lot more stronger than me
Come sit together under this tree
And talk about our profound details
Which might help me with all this muddles

Stripes

Please dont be overly attached
Because i can already count the days until we take our seperate ways.
Focus on better things you have to catch
Your excellence depends on these last days.

honey

This is not what i believe it is
i know i would never live in ease
Youre going to leave anyway
do i still have to remind you
That there will be no goodbye kiss?

i believe this is not what it should be
Id rather sit alone
under an apple tree
there will never be sweetness in us,
sweet like the taste of honey from bees

im nothing to you
and it goes the same way with me
lets leave each other alone
and throw into the ocean, our keys.


leave before i do

past midnight conversations

She would not show that she was afraid,
But being and feeling alone was too much to face,
Though everyone said that she was so strong,
What they didn't know is that she could barely carry on,
---
But she knew that she would be okay,So she didn't let it get in her way.

in one year from now, do you think we'd still be the same?

My future be like.....

Its been a while,
Since we last met
I do still remember our first chat

We drove for miles,
Memories that we had
All of it just hard to forget

Now its just me and my crooked smile,
Lying and reminiscing in my bed
Feeling like shooting and bombing you with a jet

i used to have a subject
but now he's gone
dont ask me where
cause that chapter of my book is done
i barely write anymore
most probably its because of my ego
i dont understand why people adore
an intricate person like me, serious lah do?

The night is boring, 
Stars not showing, 
Moon is hiding, 
Afiqah, 
Please, 
Stop lying.


i held my walls high
people are never worth to die
my favourite food is not pie
maybe you need to stop putting your hopes high
cause i wont be there when you cry

I love ice creams
especially walls,

Night and sweet dreams,
Oh yeah, I do have balls

you made me laugh xD

babe, i know you got balls

cause according to my graph

youre kind of the first who never stopped knocking on my walls.

<3

Its lovely
To watch people falling in and out of love.
Its lovely
How they know they have each other to be in awe of.

Its lovely
That an amazing individual can be hurt so deep.
Its lovely
How their face enlightens before they go to sleep.

Its lovely
When everyday their goal is to make each other happy.
Its lovely
When what she loves is what he fancy.

Dont you think?
That its really uttely lovely.

Even when they get heartbroken
Its still lovely.

When people are in pieces,
They write and express themselves better,
Everything they say sound so poetic and figurative.
As if they have a solid subject that could change their lives.

People are lovely,
But i dont have the guts to have all those.
So i just sit and watch,
Like an alien sucking troche while sipping some scotch.

Goodbye

I could have loved you
But i choose not to
I thought i have tried my best
But thats just my ingenuity

Im sorry im not a good person
And i am not what you want me to be
Maybe the blame is on me
as i put you in this situation
But dude, everything is a choice

And i choose to keep my walls thick and high
Thanks for everything you have done
Thanks for your attention
But trust me, i am not the kind of person you can bear.

I know the word 'sorry' wont fix this disaster
Of course not even by giving you a house by the river
I really dont deserve anyone to be my lover
I have been mean, since i came out of my mother.

Please dont blame God for blessing me into your life
I promise i wont mind if the world hates me for this
One day when im in pain, and karma comes to kill me
I allow you to laugh or even embarrass me.