Indecisive (1st version)

I am extremely indecisive 
I want to be a veterinarian 
I want to read law
And read minds
And make art
I love being loud
And expressive
I love meeting people
And driving alone at 3 am
I love being all by myself in the sound of birds chirping
And waves hitting the shore past midnight
And fan spinning
I adore people who can talk about politics
And paintings of elephants
And dragons singing to The Kooks
I adore people who is quiet
And calm 
And peaceful
I want to be everything that the World has to offer
I want to eat mouldy breads
Raw octopus 
Being a gastronomist who defines taste precisely
I want to eat home made over baked fudge brownies
Expensive custom made sauces from 1000 spices
I want to explore cultures by mouth and hand
I want to watch the same sun
Rise and fall
From every angle there is
I want to swim the same sea
From different countries
I want to do the World
Step by step
Alone.