Self centered

You push people away. 
You pushed people who listened to your rants at 2pm while in a lecture.
People who waited and read and responded to your 10minutes of typing on whatsapp.
People who 
You warned about everyone leaving
And that they will get used to people like you
Then
They will be questioning your box of trust.
They would decide to not give a fuck anymore and leave
They would say you're just like those kids who do shit to attract attention.
They would say all these things,
To everyone else except you.
Because talking to you would be a waste of time
Putting an effort in a friendship with you is bullshit
Because people like you wants to be alone
So used to be alone
Pushing people away
Self centered
Insecure
Losing trust
Too afraid of being betrayed
Abnormal
Not living the life
They would leave and never come back
And they are going to have a beautiful life
Amazing friends
And you 
Existed only to create friendships
And break them
And push everyone away
For them to be happier.