Dear effort, I'm sorry.

I'm still not sure if I believe in efforts
because last time I checked
Effort didn't give butterflies in my belly
Effort didn't make me fall in love
it only taught me tolerance, consideration & respect
Effort didn't make my heart beat a little faster
Effort accompanied me through the lonely nights
listened to my stories about love
Effort didn't manage to make love jealous of him
Effort showed me how worth it and beautiful I am
Gave me everything I was supposed to be looking for
But no, I was only looking for love not effort
Effort couldn't make me fall for him as much as I fell for love
Effort failed to make me stay as I was and still am busy catching love
I can't be sorry for something I didn't ask for, effort
But thank you for giving me hope about love
Who knew if you could somehow help me get love
I'll still be running endlessly for love
That is endlessly running from me
Just in case if you see me tumbling and skinning my knee, help me please
I'd appreciate it if you come in my way and give a hand for me to get up and continue running
At least for a moment you get to hold me right?
However dear effort, I don't believe in you
I hope you don't blame me for that
because I swear it is all love and egos fault.