EARS

I lost my ears, at the age of 19. Note that I am not talking about the ears that most of us are born with. This is the kind of ears that God purposely blessed into your life when you were 15. Probably, purposely took him away 5 years later too. This ears are one of a kind and I don’t think I’ll ever get the same again.

Here’s why ‘he’ is not some typical cartilage-organ-thing;

Listened to me talking in class for one whole year

Listened to me talking on our way back home after school
Listened to me talking late at night on Facebook IM

Listened to me talking about my first love

Listened to me talking about my secret admirers

Listened to me talking about my enemies

Listened to me talking about the fights I had

Listened to me crying about being verbally bullied in school

Listened to me breaking into pieces when I fought with that guy I fell in love with

Listened to me ranting about how hard math was

Listened to me talking about my family

Listened to me talking about the things I want in life

Patiently listened to me when I was on the verge of giving up

Listened to me talking about the confusions I had in making decisions

Listened to me talking about going to the right schools

Listened to me talking about my results and how I deserved it

Listened to me talking about models that I envied

Listened to me talking about everyone else around me and he would still be first

Listened to me talking about my relationship

Basically, listened to everything about my relationship

Listened to me breaking up with my ex-boyfriend

Listened to me talking about every guy I had a crush on

Listened to me being shocked about how crappy the world actually is

Listened to me being scared of my future

Listened to me talking out loud in the car even though I was annoying

Listened to me talking about my artworks 

and how I keep on saying I want to drop out law school for arts

Listened to me when I got into a car accident and I didn’t know what to do

Listened to me every single day without fail

Listened to me even when I didn’t have a word to say

Way beyond recognition to be just a ‘good listener’

I lost my ears, over something he said that I didn’t want to listen.

I forgot, my ears had a mouth too.

Note; I didn't want to post this at first, but fck it. L.O.L