Growing Up

Remember when all I ever knew what to write was love and sappy stories,
made up emotions I have never had the chance to befriend with
Remember when I had a subject I love and die for to come home and create new pieces,
endless definitions of something people call a crush
Remember when coffee saved me from reality,
granting me an experience of allowing my alter ego speak itself like its nobody's business
Remember when all I ever cared for was people,
and feelings and emotions and inexperienced experiences
Remember when I lived life dancing on clouds of imaginations,
And endless endings to which I ended my thoughts with
Remember when I forgot that life wasn't just about fantasies and fairytales
Well I do, but thats all I can ever do
Being reminded, to things I have let go off because I said I wanted to grow
I hope this is growing up.