Penyakit

Her

People keep telling me she's wrecked
She's slacked
She's bad.
Though I have never done what she has
Has she ever done what I had?
And we don't even know which is worse
To think of someone a little more atrocious than us
Or thinking that we are not that superb either.

miscellaneous #6

Good Morning To Us

Good morning
To the Sun
To the colourful Carnations
And Daisies
To all the beauty that there is
In plants
In the sky
Inside of us.

Feels

Art is to be shared, not to be sold.
Art is to touch, not to be hold.
Art is for the lonely, the happy and and the cold.
Art is for the young, the lady and the old.
Art is to be heard, and also being unfold.
Art is precious and darling, you can't even compare it to gold.

Our Remote Controller

Its 3 in the morning and its pouring heavily outside
I suddenly miss you so I checked my phone
4 minutes later..
Oh a text from someone I miss!
Wait, there's a remote beside my phone with a sticky note saying
"only works from 3-4 a.m, only works in complete darkness, press power button to get started"
I was of course curious so I pressed the power button without hesitations
I realised it was a remote control for our love story
Rewind to the part where we first met
Aaaah this part I remember most
The first time you smiled at me
You came with my cousin and a few other guys
Pause there
Let me just enjoy your beautiful innocent face
Okay lets forward a bit to the moment you asked me out on a date
Very old school and manly! 
You came to my dad and asked for his permission
God I'm smiling like an idiot now
I could watch those love in your eyes all night long
Fast forward
Skip skip skip all those bullshits that happened between us
Wait 
Rewind
Pause
Shit, that's the girl you cheated on me with
Why is she there again?
Eh.. You're smiling to her
Your face is more charmed than the moment you first met me just now
Play
Then you kissed me? 
Oh I get it so that's how you play the game
Fast forward
Laughing out loud at this part
When I decided to walk away
Look at how sad I was
LOL you and your necessary-to-be-guilty face
Okay lets just end this already
It's good to see how lovely we were
And how much you fucked up back then
At least when you suddenly text me at 3.04 a.m saying you're sorry
I can just drive to your house and throw this remote in your face

Will

If he kills me
please tell his lawyer to use the defense of Insanity
or in other words Unsoundness Of Mind

I am doubtless
that the murder was an Accident
he himself wouldn't have the thought of using this defense

But trust me
he would convince you that it was a Necessity
it is necessary to make me vanish

He will tell you again and again
that my existence obviously brings more harm than good
because I am always the greater evil

Hahaha no no no!
he will never should never use the defense of Intoxication
it will be nothing close to Involuntary what more Voluntary
because an 'Angel' wouldn't do such things.


This is a will to anyone it concerns. I put my trust in you to make this happen, even though I wouldn't know as I have already leave this shitty place.

PS: Only do this if he kills me, not anyone else.

#Miscellaneous 5

I've been painting and sketching these few weeks because I obviously have nothing better to do. So yea.. here are some of them.

"Waterfalls are not always calming"

I approached my waterfall abstract painting in a different point of view. You probably can't see the waterfall but just believe that its there somewhere. I tried to not put in much earthly colours like blue, light blue, brown, yellow, shades of green like I always do.

"A mountain full of Loneliness"

no description.

"On my way to kick the bastards ass"

Honestly, I don't think I'm done with this one. Hahah but I will ofcourse update later (maybe in the next 5 years). It is just my high cut shoes I bought in 2011 that I no longer wear because it's a bit tight now. It's not like I'm gonna wear it out, I just had the urge to paint on anything but paper. 

The Guy Who Was Walking In The Zoo Munching On Peanuts

#2secondsnotes
#forsyahmihaqim


I turned left to check if there would be any bad guys throwing knives at me
I looked to the right maybe someone is holding flowers kneeling to love me
Then I faced the front only to realise a future of loneliness.

New South Wales

throwback because rindu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!