The day after you get your heart broken

You'll get out of bed after 10 hours of sleeping and waking up every two hours because you keep having nightmares about that person
You'll walk to the mirror and the first thing you see is your swollen eyes
And you take one step closer to the mirror and look at your face
Observe every inch of your flaws
Your acne
Your eyebags
Your blackheads
And your double chin

Then youll realise that youre a fat piece of shit
But you still think youre pretty despite all these flaws you see
You will realise that maybe
He breaks your heart not because of your looks but your voice
And you start to sing a few lines of the song you heard from the radio when you were driving back home last night
Or read a few lines of your favourite poem
Youll realise again that that is still not it

And you'll shower for 1 minute and 13 seconds
Dress up in the most comfortable clothes you have
Grab the car keys and go to the nearest shopping mall
You'll probably get yourself a Rainbow Sorbet from Baskin robins
And walk yourself to the cinema
You'll bump into him and his dad
And he will act like nothing has happened
Only this time he doesn't smile at you anymore
And it will ofcourse break your heart a little bit more
You'll continue walking to the cinema
Buy yourself a random ticket
Trust me
You will hate the movie with all your heart
Doesn't matter how funny or cool it is
Doesn't matter if it's Despicable Me 2 or Fast and Furious 7
You will hate it
Not only when you're watching it but you'll hate it forever
Even when they show it on Fox Movies 3 years later
You will still hate it as much

You will drive back home at an average speed of 120km/h
You will lie in bed and tell yourself
He just doesn't like you
Just like when you don't have a reason for not liking someone
But you've never dislike someone for no reason
And you've never betrayed any of your friends
You've never ditched them for someone else
You will realise how great and nice you have been all this while
And then you'll realise everyone around you are all fake bastards
And there's nothing else you can do but to cry alone in your room missing everyone that is gone
Your late mother or your long lost bestfriend who moved to a country you've never heard of
And finally you will write a poem that is called "the day after you get your heart broken"
Which will make you feel a little less burdened.