Lives(You Die and Be Alive More Than Once)

So today, this girl (IDK if she could still be considered as a girl or not cause turning 20 this year) cried her heart out. Everything she has been containing inside her since last year (LAST YEAR; 2015) has finally been poured out. Every single bullshit she kept, acting as if it was fine because she hates portraying herself as someone vulnerable. She would usually write/paint the pain away but at one point, crying is the best option. I am not saying that crying = vulnerable. But you know, sepergi pergi mampus terhadap kehidupan dan manusia pun, mesti ada limits kan? I guess she finally reached her limit today, after a few days of feelings so empty. After days of sitting quietly listening to songs without feeling anything like a person who lost their mind. Probably, she lost herself in the people who left. The people who she knew back then that if they decide to leave, it would kill her. And they did, and she died. No worries because now she's back alive, and life are not meant to dwell on things that breaks your heart, forever. Maybe, it is a lesson she already knew since she was small, that things go and people leave and it wouldn't be deadly. Things will get better. There are more things to be happy about like; having a happy family, getting a place to study in one of the best places in the state, having some friends, I don't know maybe even having the money and health to help people. She's fine now, thanks to everyone(in general).