PERMISSION #2

Allow me to fall in love
with the uneven effortless smiles your muscles work on your face
when you watch your favourite movies for the tenth time

Allow me to rub my thumb on your soft hands
while you are focusing on the road
allow me to hold it tight
when you do your crazy driving tactics

Allow my sight to stare into your tired eyes
blinking and observing your surroundings
allow me to look into it and fall in love
with the deepest parts of your soul I have not explored

Allow me to count your imperfectly perfect crooked teeth
arranged with two fiery fangs
that can't scare away the love I feel towards you
the imperfectly perfectness
that you don't even have to try and fix it to be beautiful

Allow me to hold you with my little arms
with the strength of my huge heart
Allow me to have you by my side
through your wrecked souls and euphoric laughters
through my empty tears and whole success

Allow me to have a bit of your hours every single day
for the rest of your life
Allow me to be your saviour
your hardworking sidekick
your headache, your calming breath
your devoted assistant and obviously
the person who shares the same love story as you

Allow me to read this again and again to you
when you forget to sleep
when you forget to smile
when you forget to love
when you can't decide
when you feel like losing everything
when you are happy
when you are sleepy
when you can no longer see
when you no longer have enough breaths
to laugh for more than a minute
when you can no longer read
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when you are no longer with me.