Steps

Good things takes time, and I guess that 'good thing' for me is still far ahead of me for me to take a step at a time while cherishing these moments in my life. Again, this is a post on topic that has been on my tongue forever and always.

You see, they always tell you that we should take one step at a time while moving to the things we want so that we can learn and enjoy the little things while we are on our way. That is exactly what I did with the situation I was having lately. I thought it was worth it, I saw some light in it. I took one step at a moment, I didn't even give up even though the typical me would. I believe in patience and effort. I made peace with my ego, I told my ego that this is going to give me something valuable to remember. However, they have never told me that sometimes, while we are patiently taking each step with full focus, others would take a sprint towards the things we want. And before we even get there, we have lost it already.

People, also said that you have to be extreme in wanting the things you wish to have in life. You must be aggressive and hardworking and put in full effort. I don't know which is the right way to do it but I am glad that I did what I did. Yes, if I took that sprint I would probably be there first. I would be a 'winner'? But what if when  reach there after that tiring run, I still get dissapointed? Wouldn't that be worst? Maybe you would argue that the run was satisfactory, but me on the other hand, I wanna say that I'm glad I got to learn the things people always overlooked. I am glad I cherished the little things.

What I have in my head is walking through a garden towards a door, and taking one step at a time breathing in the fresh air and appreciating the flowers and plants around me. Watching honey bees and insects doing their thing, and having no problems to worry. Only the fact that they got to do what they have to do everyday without fail. While a person who takes a sprint wouldn't get the chance to enjoy these things I did.

Maybe this is not yet my time, maybe you are not the right person for me. Maybe she needs you more than I do. Maybe I have all the things she wants in life, thats why she deserves it better. Maybe I am way happier than she had ever been, maybe? Life is full of consequences. Maybe this is just a moment I have to cherish while it lasts because in a few years, when your name gets mentioned, I'll be making that confused face of mine.

Maybe, this is not the end of it. But I pray to God that it is.